Only Hope Episode Eight


Episode EightEverything was becoming a teary blur so I wiped my eyes and kept walking. I couldn't believe she would do it. I really thought she was my best friend. I as walking on the railroad tracks to her house, because i know Abby would be looking for me on the streets. i picked up a rock and chucked it as far as i could throw it. A couple seconds later i heard a sqack followed by a whince. I ran over to the bird that i just smashed with a rock and I picked it up. I didn't need to be no bird-killer. i pet the bird and saw his leg was gushing blood. I tore a piece of my shirt and wrapped it around the robins left leg and stood it up on my finger, waiting for it to take off. After about 7 attemps, he soared off, chirping qith a bunch of other birds. i watched and let a tear roll down my cheek. Watching those birds together reminded me of Abby. I picked up another rock, this time making sure nothing was near, and chucked as far as I could backwards. I hear a familliar voice yell "OW what the fuck?" and I froze. I knew that voice anywhere. And i knew as soon as they find me, things arent gonna be good. I picked up a handful of rocks and started running. I ran as far as my legs would let me and I sat down. I chucked a rock into the grass next to me and heard a splash. Curious as i am, i looked over and found a tiny pond. Hearing their footsteps comming i braced myself and jumped in. The ice-cold water was burning, and i coujldnt feel anything in my body for a while. But after a while, i got used to it. I heard then yeall "WHOSE HERE?" and i held my breath, just praying to god he wouldn't find me. he chucked a rock towards the pond and i tried my quietest to catch it, failing, i made a loud slpash and the rock hit the water. He walked over and smiled. I'm officialy Screwed.Derik: -smiles- well, what brings you here, my love?Madi: -scoffs- I'm not your love derik.Derik: well youre gonna have to be. no one wants a pregnant girl.Madi: -looks down-Derik: -smiles- thats what i thought. -walks closer-Madi: Derik don'tDerik: -takees off his shoes-Madi: Derik. Please just don't I'm not in the mood to talk, rather be with you at all. I just need some time alone. nothing is going right, and you arent going to help me. just Please do me a favor and leave -pleading look on ehr face-Derik: -gets a sad look on his face, sits down- Well, whats wrong?Madi: -anoyed now.- why do you even care?! anyways i said leave.Derik: -rolls his eyes- wow i was just trying to help. call me when you're not in you mood. - grabs his shoes and leaves-i went under water and refreshed myself. i coughed up the water i just swallowed and swim to the muddy bank and pull myself up. i wring out my clothes and my hair and grab my shoes, walking back up the grassy hill onto the rocky railroad track. my feet stung in pain but i didnt bother to put my shoes back on. about 10 minuets later I got home with still no sign of Abby. i walked into my room and threw a pillow at my wall and yelled. I sighed and layed back. No matter how much I denyed it. Everything that happened today was real. and it just bothered me that she would do this. I grabbed some clothes and headed for the shower. i smelt like a skunk sincei swam in that lake. i turned the water on full hotness, and i let the steam rise and my skin burn. the burn was kind of soothing, is anything. I was pretty sure I wasn't emo, but the pain was feeling nice. It was taking all my problems away. There was an urge inside of me for more pain, and that Urge soon took over. I looked around and smiled. what I needed was right there. i pulled p the knob so it was filling up the tub and i gripped the Pink Razor in my hand and braced my self. I slowly scraped the blade across my wrist. I let out a small whince but it felt good watch the blood drip down my arm. I scraped it again, but this time faster and harder. In about 30 minuets i was passed out with the tub half filled with water and half with blood.Hey, guys. I'm going to be in MA for two weeks, so I won't be able to post until probably the seventh. So sorry!







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Uploaded: July 24, 2010 at 2:24 am
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